Are you listening ? I'm having trouble in loversville .
You're not giving me as much attention as I want and of course I don't want to keep messaging you and bugging you or you're gonna start to drift in another direction . So instead I'm gonna write to all the readers who might stumble upon my profile and tell you what I want to write . I'll put it out in the universe and imagine it is you I'm writing it to .
Hey you , please give me more attention than you do at the moment . Just send me a good morning and good night message and maybe we can talk a bit sometimes . Show me that you're there for me and I'll stop going all crazy in my head thinking things out .I like you and sometimes it hardly takes any time for my liking to turn into love . I'm that stupid . I've never seen you but I hear you , I write to you , I think of you and I miss you. From your busy schedule take out one moment to write to me , spend one penny to text me ( with technology these days you wouldn't even have to do that ) , walk one step closer to me ! Has the distance between us made me invisible ? I saw you online for a bit , yet you did not write to me . I wrote you a message before I fell asleep, I wrote you another just when I woke up . And I kept thinking about you through the night . You're mature and you're more stable and sane but probably I'm not . How can I make you understand that ? When will you realize this .
They say Pisces and Cancer is a heavenly match and they will eventually complete each others sentences , thats how strong their connection is . Im trying my best to be less and less restless .
I can't help but not tell you that when I sleep alone in my bed at night , I think of you . I think of the big bed and the empty space around . I think of which of the two is a bigger expanse , the space that I take up or the space that's around . I think of how it would be if I had your arms wrapped around my body , if our legs were intertwined and there was lesser empty space in my bed .That doesn't mean I don't think of you through the day . Whenever there is a text from someone I hope its yours , I hope that it is some news of you . My heart skips a beat or two . My breath becomes shallow and my lung capacity reduces , they now take in very little air and tire me. Don't you think we get used to particular situations and specifically particular emotions . Do you feel them to the same extent each time , probably sometimes even though you wouldn't want to .Do you keep doing it over and over and make a habit out of it ? People treat you like shit over and over again and sometimes if in a particular situation that doesn't happen , would you start to believe its not love ?
So does it mean that people treating you like shit is love for you now ? Think about it !
